LOVE~2013

Christmas have passed, and now new year is here.
i know, there is getting more and more far apart between me and my past.

no matter pain, or happy,
i know, whatever happended in year 2012, 2011, 2010...it had become an history.

My great Teacher told me, 'Wanting is hindrances"
I was so suffering from wanting a person i knew and fmailiar with to stay in my life.
eventhough the person had left my life long time ago..
The 'want' have create so much pain and suffer to me...
i guess this is the main homework i should take up adn complete this year..

Let go the 'wanting'..

no matter how, i can't hold anything, just like no matter how,
i can get closer to the person i was so familiar with after the love had become past.

Seeing all couples are soo sweet here,
ppl keep asking me y he is not here even it is new year?
I do not dar eto open my mouth to speak any word on it,
its just like, tear will drop after all and i will just spoilt the sweetness between those couple who
are having a romantic and great new year celebration.
well...i believe that time will drive me through and i will become stronger and stronger and i sure can answer it with firm and sound,

What i only hold on my hand, is my own happiness.
my happiness, do not hold by anyone from now onwards. :)


Wish, 2013 full with love,
Full with person who really know how to treasure my LOVE .:)

一個­人

那個曾經許諾要陪我過末日的人，沒出現，有誰會真的不捨得我一個­人呢？

不同人不同命

第一年的冬至,
没和你 过呢..
还记得你去年买了一盒汤圆.
放了在桌子,
而我却在那边不知道,
还生闷气.

突然你指了指桌子,
我看到了,
开心又笑又跳的.
我要的,真的就只是那么简单.
就是你的心,有想到为我做什么.
即使那只是小小的东西,但那心意却无比的大.

还记得你当时的表情..
还有捉着你有亲又yang 的...呵呵
那么的清楚..
不过,你应该忘了吧?

刚刚去朋友家吃了汤圆,
还有火锅..
 在她的厨房煮,
很羡慕..
不懂几时才能有自己的家和厨房呢..

曾经以为很快了..
现在看起来...很遥远了..

朋友说,
她当初差点就和在一起七年的老公分了.
而她说她老公历  \害.当时就赶快求婚.
将两人带进另一个介段.
现在有一个小孩.
她说她很幸福,快乐.

她问我,
如果当初他也一样在你要分时,
求婚.
我会答应吗?

认真的想了..
会, 不犹豫...因为这年龄是真的会想定下来了..

朋友说那可惜你男友不识做.
我只好苦笑.
他更本不想做吧?
说了会来也没出现..

还说什么心思求婚呢?
哈哈..

只能说不同人不同命咯..